Bring My Bighead To The Ground


This week was full of reminders of "don't be a big headed" "don't lose yourself".

Recently I was in a situation that leads me to be really disappointed with the organisers of an event. I feel that they were unethical, no adab and many more. I was expecting more from them. Shame on me. At the end of the day, I was questioning myself why Allah puts me into a situation that left me disappointed, sad and a little bit mad. I expected the people that organised the event to appreciate the little things i do for them. I was left hanging, and no apologies were given from them, nor did i receive a thank you note face to face or through messages.

I reached home feeling really down and I asked myself,"Was I not good enough? Did I do anything wrong? What was I lacking?" 

I closed my eyes and sleep with disappointments that filled my heart. It leaves a little crack inside me.

The next day when I woke up,